Things aren’t exactly on top of the world in my neck of the woods since moving into our current home. Fragile...
It’s been a struggle since day one. I’m not a fan of focusing on the glass being half empty, but I’m feeling a little worn down and thought that it might do me some good to pour out some of my negative emotions to help clear my mind. That’s not an easy thing for me to do. I don’t sit comfortably in the position of vicitim.
I’ve been described as a private person, yet here I am blogging…
I too possibly would describe myself as a private person, or more that I choose to share my inner fears with few…. But here I am blogging…
I’ve made connections with people from around this big beautiful world of ours that I didn’t consider before I entered this domain.
In this domain you can share without burden. It’s therapeutic.
A little like art practice…. You can share your concepts without the concern that you are burdening anyone person as they can choose to view or not.
Okay so what is it that I’m feeling burdened by …. Almost every day since we moved here there has been an incident of sorts from power loss to robbery and it’s the attitude of the Estate Agent that’s wearing us down, me in particular as I’m the one dealing with them on a almost daily basis.
I’ve been renting since I was 17 and never before in my memory have I had an experience like this.
The up side of it all is that I know there is an up and I will continue to search for it. Actually I don't need to search very hard at all... I already know that it's an up that we didn't buy this place.
So what does all of this have to do with you?
I haven’t been visiting in blogland (or anywhere else) in the way that I would like to and therefore haven’t been able to participate in much giving and I need to forgive myself for that. I know you’ll forgive me.
PS... I wrote the above a little time ago, but I still feel that it is of value. Some things have improved on our home front, but what has improved most is our attitude as we are determined not to be undermined by our current situation.
We have a twelve month contract that we will see to its end and then we intend to move on.
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